bigbear1226

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Hello all! So I wanted to apologize for being gone for so lo..

Hello all! So I wanted to apologize for being gone for so long. Truth is I was talking to someone kinda seriously but unfortunately that has ended. I am planning on coming back to posting and streaming soon so look forward to that. I do need to discuss something first however. I am in desperate need of a new computer. Mine will be out of date very soon so I wanted to run something by everyone. Would you be interested in a V.I.P type thing? I would give access to a Discord, Telegram group, and possibly even free content that I don't post elsewhere? Let me know if you would be. Idk what I would charge for it, but anyone that donated and helped me towards a new PC would be automatically included.

2025-04-08 10:17:09 +0000 UTC View Post

Enjoy a freebie. I apologize for my absence but meds have be..

Enjoy a freebie. I apologize for my absence but meds have been making content creating rough https://www.redgifs.com/watch/cutegrandamericanriverotter

2025-03-07 13:58:40 +0000 UTC View Post

Stream started at 02/10/2025 04:01 am Eating Naked as a Tha..

Stream started at 02/10/2025 04:01 am

Eating Naked as a Thank You!

2025-02-10 04:23:58 +0000 UTC View Post

Eating naked! As a thank you for all the good times. Streami..

Eating naked! As a thank you for all the good times. Streaming just for you

2025-02-10 04:04:46 +0000 UTC View Post

Feeling powerful

2025-02-07 16:30:08 +0000 UTC View Post

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2025-02-05 04:01:09 +0000 UTC View Post

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2025-02-03 04:08:01 +0000 UTC View Post

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2025-01-31 06:37:26 +0000 UTC View Post

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2025-01-27 05:05:46 +0000 UTC View Post

Might go all night

2025-01-26 01:13:29 +0000 UTC View Post

Thinking about streaming tonight. Just really need some atte..

Thinking about streaming tonight. Just really need some attention right now. Come say hi and enjoy the view chaturbate.com/b/bigbear122691

2025-01-19 03:42:50 +0000 UTC View Post

Depressing rant but I need to For anyone that's been followi..

Depressing rant but I need to

For anyone that's been following me for a long time, this is all going to sound super familiar and I get that, but unfortunately it's come around again. I seriously do not think I will ever have a physical relationship ever again for the rest of my life. I have tried so hard this year to reach out more and be confident and be the one to initiate conversations and interactions, and yet all it has done is kill my self esteem even more. There is no point in trying when I look the way I do and am such as an insane looser in life. Even if I made it to the talking stage, no one would ever look at me like a serious candidate. Ever. This year I even branched out a bit and have started talking to some trans in the community just to broaden my horizons, and all I've learned is that I am just flat out not wanted by anyone. And no offense to the gay men who interact and follow me, but you all just make it worse. I love hearing the kind words, but when they come from someone I'm not interested in and from those who only find me sexually attractive, it's all for nothing. I just can't take it anymore. All of it. Life is too fucked up and stressful to have dreams and aspirations so what's the point of getting my hopes up just to get shut down over and over again

2025-01-16 06:44:53 +0000 UTC View Post